I know I get a lot angry..I know I scream..
But all I want is to wake up from this nightmare that people call dream..
I wont ever be perfect
I wont ever be good enough
I cry every night to my pillow
But on outside I try to be hard and tough..
I want people to understand me
I want people to care.
I want someone’s shoulder beside me
And tell me that they are here..
I am the one who cant say this to someone’s face
I am the one who is trying to walk away from the world at a different pace..
I am the one who runs away when anything in life goes wrong..
I am the one who overthinks everything for way too long..
I am the one who reacts less than I feel..
Am I the one who deserves more pain than my body can heal??..
What I am is because of my own..
A timid gal who questions the reason she was born..!!